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Tamara in a green Bugatti

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I bought this postcard for you when you had covid and wrote: "get well soon" on the back. We were fighting -as usual- and I wanted us to be good again. I brought you food and medication but forgot to bring the card. Later, when your quarantine was ending, you were a massive dick to me -as usual- and we broke up, no sorry, I broke us up, and I never gave you the card. Now I have the card with me. It's a gorgeous painting. I thought it would remind you of me. It's a portrait of a green/blue-eyed woman with a scarf in a car. I kept it cause it was beautiful, and you didn't deserve it.  Now that I think about it, you would have hated it, with the English writing on the back. You were always mad that I didn't write beautiful stuff for you and that I used English words. I used to feel stupid to have endured your abuse for almost a year. Thankfully I stopped doing that. I have accepted that I'm human and I make mistakes. I've finally come to terms that we wer...